I was feeling a tad disappointed recently... no wait, a tad doesn't justify it...
I was feeling REALLY disappointed with someone over something.
I don't want to elaborate further other than I have been trying to share my experience and advice and just found out, oh well, maybe my sharing doesn't matter at all.
Hubby asked me why am I getting so worked up and why do I care so much when the person doesn't want to bother? It's their own choice and they will be responsible for their own choices. If what we did doesn't make any impact, then why bother anymore?
Disappointed... really... not just at the fact that I wasted my time trying to encourage and motivate and shared what I knew, but also at the fact that if only the person could just hang in there and trust and don't doubt at all...
Sigh... disappointment...
Which just makes me more wary to share my experience and knowledge... really...
I mean, why bother to help when your advice is not heeded?
Or maybe I should not expect anything so that I won't be disappointed?
Sigh... sorry for wasting your time to read this, just need to rant out a lil' bit...
